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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on May 31, 2009 1:13:06 GMT -5
Elijah shrugged his shoulder as he continued to nibble on his lip and eventually biting through it. "I don't know...because only time people want anything to do with me is when they think i'll sleep with them." He told him. "Then when i tell them no they get mad and leave telling me that i'm stupid for not taking them up on their offer." Elijah started messing with a thread on the blanket.
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Post by karissa on May 31, 2009 1:16:20 GMT -5
"Well, then they are stupid," Austin told him. "Your pretty amazing to me," He said, smiled. "Elijah, you are good looking, you have abs and I don't," He said. "Appreciate with what you have," He told him.
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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on May 31, 2009 1:27:12 GMT -5
Elijah shrugged his shoulders lightly. "I do it figuring if i did i'd find someone...no one does Austin...you may think i will but i doubt it anymore...i WANT to find someone though but i'm thinking of giving up hope." He admit quietly. "I don't want to be told i must be fat and ugly for not wanting to sleep with people and i'm just a waste of space and that if i was to die or disappear no one would care or even notice." He told him as he fidgetted with blanket more. "Why is it everytime i meet someone think this will work out but all they ever want is in my pants! Is that seriously all people see when they see me? Is a good fuck!?" Elijah asked chewing at his lip again and causing it to bleed lightly. He hated showing this much emoition and freaking out like this but he'd kept this hidden and had finally admit it someone even if someone was his family at least he knew they wouldn't hurt him. At least he hoped they wouldn't.
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Post by karissa on May 31, 2009 10:45:11 GMT -5
Austin watched his brother freak out. "You'll fine someone. I'm sure of it," He told him. "If you would die or something, I would miss you so much," He said, holding Elijah close. He stroke his hair softly. He kissed the top of his head, softly.
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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on May 31, 2009 11:19:01 GMT -5
Elijah curled up next to Austin sucking on his bottom lip which was bleeding slightly. "I hope i do and i'm glad someone would." He said hugging his brother tightly around the waist. He calmed down more as his brother stroked his hair, that usually did calm him down.
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Post by karissa on May 31, 2009 11:36:10 GMT -5
Austin continued to stroke his hair softly. He wrapped his arms around him, and held him close. He smiled at him. Austin heart started to flutter. Good, thing he has some self control or he would of kissed him already.
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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on May 31, 2009 11:40:01 GMT -5
Elijah rested his head on Austin's shoulder closing his eyes. He was started to feel tired and feeling Austin stroke his hair was starting to put him to sleep. A few minutes later Elijah was sleeping calmly his head laying soflty on Austin's should still.
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Post by karissa on May 31, 2009 12:05:29 GMT -5
Austin smiled at him, sleeping. He stroked his hair, still. "I love you," He whispered. Austin knew what he meant when he said that. But if Elijah heard him, he would think as a brotherly thing. Austin meant so much more then that.
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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on May 31, 2009 13:36:39 GMT -5
Elijah nuzzled into Austin lightly as he shifted in his sleep. He was out like a light for the time being. But then again he barely slept at night anymore.
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Post by karissa on May 31, 2009 14:03:19 GMT -5
Austin smiled, and kissed his forehead in a friendly way. He rubbed his cheek softly. He thought Elijah sleeping was really cute. He smiled more.
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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on May 31, 2009 14:22:32 GMT -5
Elijah mumbled something in his sleep as he curled into a ball. "I said no....leave me alone." He mumbled. Elijah's sleep was slowly invaded due to nightmares but it wasn't anything bad just guys trying to get him to sleep with them even though he didn't want to.
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Post by karissa on Jun 1, 2009 19:09:23 GMT -5
Austin watched him have a nightmare. He poked him a bit, and then a little bit harder. He didn't want to hurt him, but he just wanted to protect his little brother. "Elijah, wake up," He said to him.
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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on Jun 1, 2009 20:05:56 GMT -5
Elijah whimpered quietly and slowly opened his eyes. He looked up meeting Austin's hazel eyes. He buried his face in Austin's shoulder curling up next to him as if he was trying to hide.
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Post by karissa on Jun 1, 2009 20:44:29 GMT -5
Austin wrapped his arms around him. He patted his back, softly. "You okay?" He asked him. He then ran a hand in Elijah's hair softly, and smoothly.
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Post by Elijah Ryan Longriver on Jun 1, 2009 22:48:55 GMT -5
Elijah nodded his head relaxing as Austin soothed him gently. "Yeah...just...small nightmare about guys trying to sleep with me...not really THAT scary." Elijah told him.
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